I'm resigning to the fact that perhaps love doesn't happen to
everyone .... so it's okie ....
and yes, I know all about the grass .... but hey, in singapore I
have a lot more avenues to find fulfillment, really ....
you know ... life in asia, anywhere in asia, is a lot more "raw"
.... I feel so much more alive in singapore ....
life here is so insulated, so "good" ... that it feels artificial
... unreal .... mundane .... maybe that's why grass is so popular
here, people needed that kind of excitement ... 
maybe, after years of daily grind, I'd come to appreciate life
here, where the grind still goes on, but at a much slower pace
....
but I guess I'm still young enough to want to make something out of
my life ....
